tears

alhamduallah.

birthday !

well few days ago it was nour's birthday infact it was on the 3rd i didnt do nothing not a card not a word didnt even try to call it totaly killed me but at the same time i know the two would of hated the idea of me in any sort so i staied put nice ehy !! as who ever gona read this one day dont know i am in cairo at the moment cz of my sister's engagemnt party it was on thursday so i came it sucked everything was rabbish about it the only good thing was my ma she looked great my sister too beside that it was shitty , so back to my point of ranting i took my ma's car drove all the way to her place it was wired havent been there in a while so i drove around the block went out went to the same street she took me on our first date , she kept driving round and round and singing my god she has a voice . i love her voice if not everything else !! drove around for about 20 mins . its a sort of a free way so i kept driving no music no nothing just her voice in my head remembring how i use to look at her tryin not to get cought and ofcourse she catchs me every time, i use to get lost in her . anyhow thats all gone now and i hope she is well well over me and she is living greatly more like happier much merrier . may god bless u lulu and tota .

until the end of time .

when my mama ask me will I ever change I tell her yeah, but it's clear I'll always be the same Until the end of my time . My attitude got me walkin solo, ride out alone in my jeep Watchin the whole world move in slow motion For quiet times disappear, listen to the ocean Smokin Ports, think my thoughts, then it's back to coastin.

Who can I trust in this cold world?

Now who's to say if I was right or wrong? To live my life as an outcast, outnumbered all along Remain strong in this planet full of player haters.so when the angel comes down and takes my soul away hope memories of me and my acts will always stay .

she

She's got a smile that would make the most senile
Annoying old man bite his tongue
I'm not done
She's got eyes comparable to sunrise
And it doesn't stop there
Mate I swear
She's got porcelain skin of course she's a ten
And now she's even got her own poem
But movin' on
She's got the cutest laugh I ever heard
And we can be on the phone for three hours
Not sayin' one word
And I would still cherish every moment
Call it dumb call it luck call it love or whatever you call it

hope

either u get busy living or get busy dieing and remember hope is a good thing maybe the best of things and no good thing ever dies , tota love i wish u well .

ana hawat

god is just

details in fabric by jason mraz

Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling all your threads and
Breaking yourself up

If it's a broken part, replace it
If it’s a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it

And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way

And everything will be fine

Hang on
Help is on the way
Stay strong
I'm doing everything

Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way

And everything
Everything will be fine
Everything

Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling?

Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing.

Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Everything

Hold your own
And know your name
Go your own way

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own)
Are the things that make you panic (Know your name)
Are your thoughts results of static cling? (Go your own way)

Hold your own
Know your name
Go your own way.

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own)
Are the things that make you panic (Know your name)
Is it Mother Nature's sewing machine? (Go your own way)
Are the things that make you blow (Hold your own)
Hell no reason go on and scream (Know your name)
If you’re shocked it's just the fault (Go your own way)
Of faulty manufacturing

Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Hearts will hold

OUCH

and she broke her feet

well i dont know what to do plz god have mercy on me i left the hole country for her + what the fuck she told me boldly i dont love u anymore what else could be more than this well there is more she wrote on her skype MOVIN ON ! hello like if u r blind u can see it cant ya u moran yes u love her more than ur self but hello u left went as far as u can just got a new job what else what else do u want why did u keep her on ur skype why the fuck didnt u just delet her atleast u wont know then comin last night from work after a very long day to read BROKE MY FEET U couldnt stop cryin askin god for mercy askin him to just help u to see i know u by tom u will travle all the way to cairo to just get burned AGAIN fuck u omar u weak son of a bitch fuck u u make me sick i know u love her but she doesnt love u READ THIS AFTER ME SHE DOESNT LOVE U NEVER EVER LOVED U SHE JUST TRIED , i know u love her i know but even if u go there what can u do possibly u daft nob her feet aint gona be better thats for sure infact she might get very upset when u just show up like an idiot with all those ppl there and u would be like hello the look on her face i know which look she will give u listen to me mate i know u and i know her she will just keep on hurtin u u know why cz u let her plz wake the fuck up SHE DOESNT LOVE U OMAR PLZ STAY PUT ok lets put it that way she is not mad that u showed up infact she will take u rest in ur arms and say oh i missed u u know the same old story then give her 1 day she will fuck u right up u know that she will she cant see the good in u and she abuse u just cz she can and she knows that she will get away with it dont u remember all the pain she czed the times she doged u tanted u come on plz i know u r gona go any how i know i know u u fuckin loser and trust me she will FUCK U RIGHT UP she will i know she will those r not ur ppl omar mate plz think about u for fucking one time plz omar i begg u what about ur pride what about ur dignity every one will think u r just a flip flop how many times u tried to be there and she broke u in half when ever she had the chance for god sack not urs dont do it . omar replies I LOVE HER .

out side by stained

And you bring me to my knees, again
All this time that I could beg you please, in vain
All the times that I felt insecure, for you
And I leave my burdens at the door

I'm on the outside
I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly
Ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All this time that I felt like this won't end
It's for you
And I taste what I could never have
Was from you
All those times that I tried
My intentions
Full of pride
And I waste more time than anyone

I'm on the outside
I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
Cause inside you're ugly
Ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All the times that I cried
All this wastin
It's all inside
And I feel all this pain
Stuffed it down
It's back again
And I lie here in bed
All alone
I cant mend but I feel
Tomorrow will be okay

I'm on the outside
I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
Inside you're ugly
Ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

Alhamduallah

(Alhamdullah)die another day by madoona

I'm gonna break the cycle
I'm gonna shake up the system
I'm gonna destroy my ego
I'm gonna close my body now

I think I'll find another way
There's so much more to know
I guess I'll die another day
It's not my time to go

For every sin, I'll have to pay
I've time to work, I've time to play
I think I'll find another way
It's not my time to go

I'm gonna avoid the cliché
I'm gonna suspend my senses
I'm gonna delay my pleasure
I'm gonna close my body now

I guess die another day
I guess I'll die another day
I guess I die another day
I guess I'll die another day


I think I'll find another way
There's so much more to know
I guess I'll die another day
It's not my time to go
Alhamduallah
those r my words alhamduallah i am madly glad that aint dead yes am badly hurt but not dead thank god

nothing at all by carlos santan ft musiq

I am a victim of my time
A product of my age
There was no choosing my direction
I was a holy man but now
With all my trials behind me
I am weak in my conviction

And so I walk to try to get away
Knowing that someday I will finally have to face
The fear that will come from knowing that
The one thing I had left was you
And now you're gone

You were a victim of my crimes
A product of my rage
You were a beautiful distraction
I kept you locked away outside
Let misery provide
And now I am ashamed

And so I walk to try to find a space
Where I can be alone to live with my mistakes
And the fear that will come
From knowing that the one thing
I had left was you
And now you're gone

Chorus:
Is there nothing at all
That I can do to turn your heart
Is there nothing to lean on
That could help erase the scars
Te quiero, mi cielo
And I could use a little strength before I fall
Is there nothing at all

I am victim of my time
A product of the age
You alone are my obsession
You were the one I left behind
You've been heavy on my mind
It's been a lonely road I've traveled

And so I walk to try to get away
Knowing that someday I will finally have to face
The fear that will come from knowing that
The one thing I had left was you
And now you're gone

Chorus:
Is there nothing at all
That I can do to turn your heart
Is there nothing to lean on
That could help erase the scars
Te quiero, mi cielo
And I could use a little strength before I fall
Is there nothing at all