birthday !

well few days ago it was nour's birthday infact it was on the 3rd i didnt do nothing not a card not a word didnt even try to call it totaly killed me but at the same time i know the two would of hated the idea of me in any sort so i staied put nice ehy !! as who ever gona read this one day dont know i am in cairo at the moment cz of my sister's engagemnt party it was on thursday so i came it sucked everything was rabbish about it the only good thing was my ma she looked great my sister too beside that it was shitty , so back to my point of ranting i took my ma's car drove all the way to her place it was wired havent been there in a while so i drove around the block went out went to the same street she took me on our first date , she kept driving round and round and singing my god she has a voice . i love her voice if not everything else !! drove around for about 20 mins . its a sort of a free way so i kept driving no music no nothing just her voice in my head remembring how i use to look at her tryin not to get cought and ofcourse she catchs me every time, i use to get lost in her . anyhow thats all gone now and i hope she is well well over me and she is living greatly more like happier much merrier . may god bless u lulu and tota .

until the end of time .

when my mama ask me will I ever change I tell her yeah, but it's clear I'll always be the same Until the end of my time . My attitude got me walkin solo, ride out alone in my jeep Watchin the whole world move in slow motion For quiet times disappear, listen to the ocean Smokin Ports, think my thoughts, then it's back to coastin.

Who can I trust in this cold world?

Now who's to say if I was right or wrong? To live my life as an outcast, outnumbered all along Remain strong in this planet full of player haters.so when the angel comes down and takes my soul away hope memories of me and my acts will always stay .